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Mar. 19th, 2019

coffee

Still haven't found what I'm loooking for...

Come here for my art?  Actually, you need to look here... [info]thanart 

Come here for anything related to "Dumbledore's Army and the Year of Darkness," it's extended universe, or to follow "A Peccatis" as it's posted?  Actually, you need to look here... [info]daydverse 

Come here for my personal ramblings on RL, or my older ramblings while writing DAYD and Sluagh?  Ok, now you're in the right place.  This journal is about half friends-locked, but if you drop me a line and are of-age, you're pretty much guaranteed friended.  I'm a really open kind of bloke.  Possibly too much so ;-)

Apr. 6th, 2011

forgot

W's in P....

This entry is a running tally of Than's to-do list, and was last updated on 22 May 2009 at 1:25am

FIC
* 20s
* "A Peccatis" (Chapter 18, possibly 19)
* Rank and File

ART
* Survivors Series
* Bittersweet illustrations 6-9
* DA Portraits - Parvati, Seamus, Ginny, Neville
* Commissions for various

META
* Writing series
* MAGI - Apparation 

Jul. 10th, 2009

coffee

Evil wantmonkeys have invaded my brain with no sense of practicality


How bad is it to be staring at an accessory in something you just drew - an accessory with NO PRACTICAL PURPOSE IN THE NON-MAGICAL WORLD - and violently gimmielusting over it?  Because it's just that badass.  And surely there must be people out there who do custom leatherwork in fandom.  For relatively cheaply if you include artbarter/bribery.  And my birthday is com --

*slaps self* 

STFU, self!  Did I mention no practical purpose in the non-magical world?  Hmmm?  And we're never going to a con, so you can take your ridiculous acessorenvy elsewhere!  YOU DO NOT NEED AN AUROR'S WAND HOLSTER!!







still wantses

Jul. 2nd, 2009

friends

Trying to get information for a friend

Warning: Don't click if you're very triggery about eating disorders )


ETA: Now an open post so that people can respond anonymously.

Jun. 25th, 2009

forgot

To my great-aunt Muriel, I leave a pillow, that she may sit comfortably with that stick up her ass


Okay, so we all know that we need a will. Like it or not, being born has a 100% mortality rate, and even for those of us who aren't exactly Bill Gates, a will is an important document that is just as vital for a 18 year-old as an 80 year-old. If you're hit by a bus tomorrow, it will tell your loved ones - all the more importantly if your death WAS unexpected - what you want done with your belongings, how you want to be remembered, and what you want to have done with your remains. It can also indicate important information if you don't quite die regarding your personal beliefs about having extreme measures taken to prolong your life, and under what circumstances you'd rather just have the plug pulled or not.

But how many of you have a fandom will?

I know this is something that I've never heard of, but I was just updating mine, and I realized that this is an area of life that affects a lot of us in this day and age, but which most of you probably haven't considered. So what do I mean by a fandom will?

Well, it's a document that I keep in printed form along with my regular will, although depending on how much your online life is separate from your real life, you might send a copy to a trusted fandom friend. It contains: 
  • Passwords and usernames to all of my accounts (LJ, fanfiction.net, DeviantArt, etc.) 
  • A list of the places I have an online presence, and messages that I want posted to those places when I die. 
  • A list of fandom-friends whom I want to send personal messages to upon my death, and copies of those messages, as well as their phone numbers. 
  • Who I want to take over my comm responsibilities when I die. 
  • What I want done with my fic and art online when I die...keeping it up, taking it down, etc. 
  • What I want done with my real-world physical fan belongings...the originals of my artwork, my fan collectables, and non-fandom physical belongings that I would like to leave to fandom friends. (On that note, does anyone want to dibs my box of art supplies or my Wacom?) 
  • What I want done with the fandom folders and materials on my computer. 
  • A notification to post on any WIPs I have outstanding at the time of my death. 
  • A fully detailed outline of exactly where I was going with "A Peccatis" so that if anyone else wants to finish it, they may, as well as so that I don't leave it completely hanging. 
  • Details as to what I want in terms of a "fandom funeral"...in other words, if someone wants to make a donation or do anything like that in my memory, where I would like it sent. 
  • Last but very DEFINITELY not least, how I would like "crossover" handled. In other words, if you died, how would you feel about fandom people showing up at your funeral IRL? A lot of us have formed friendships that are definitely close enough that I would want to go if something happened to you...but would YOU want that? Moreover, would that cause problems with your family and real-life friends. "Hi, I'm Andrew, I flew out from Virginia because Jane Doe and I were friends over the internet." Great. Now they think Jane had an online lover, or get to discover at a very delicate time that OhHaiThere, she wrote Harry Potter erotica as a hobby. Not good to come all the way just to start a family scandal and/or get banned. Nor good to turn out to be more of a BNF than one thought upon one's death, and to have your family outnumbered by people introducing themselves to one another by username. So I have included instructions on who would be welcome to come if they wanted to, as well as requests to them for how to handle "who the eff are you?" with my family.

Yes, this is kind of morbid, but it's also just plain wrong to ignore that the emotions of the people we make friends with here are real, so it's not fair to them to just vanish someday. Nor is it fair to your RL loved ones to leave them either aware of your fandom activities with no idea what they should do about it, or suddenly discovering that you have this entire online presence that they knew nothing about...and no idea what they should do about it.

Heck, some of you might even want to write a "Coming Out" letter as part of that package...something along the lines of "To whoever reads this, yes, I know you just discovered that box of printed fanfic under my bed and the seventeen files of art and fic and fic-in-progress on my computer. Let me explain, and no, just because a lot of it was HG/SS you don't have to suddenly worry that I was molested by my highschool chemistry teacher...."

Obviously, the exact contents will be personal to you, and who you leave it with or whether you put it with your regular will shall be as well, but I would really urge you to have one. And if you don't have a regular will, there's really very little excuse - ESPECIALLY if you have children! I will spare you all the rant of the horrific irresponsibility of THAT for the time being. Suffice to say that parenting involves sucking it up and doing all kinds of unpleasant things, and making sure that your children are still taken care of if they wake up orphans tomorrow after a freak ceiling fan accident is DEFINITELY one of them.

It doesn't have to be a formal thing drawn up by a lawyer...assuming there aren't going to be lawsuits over your extensive estate and you're not asking your children to be sold into slavery in Patagonia and the proceeds used to erect a monument to you made of cheese and fashioned in the image of a naked Gilderoy Lockhart, it merely needs to tell your loved ones what you can't. Grab a pen, a crayon, a pencil, a sharpie, a napkin, a post-it, or the back of a grocery bag and write it down, for Christsakes (not a computer document, those are too easily lost), sign it, date it, then tell someone where it is. Just because YOU know it's in the third drawer of your desk in the manilla envelope is irrelevant if you're not around to tell someone that.

This ends Than's harrassment of you for today on matters you really didn't want to think about.
art

Dynonugget Dramione

Finished image under cut )
Next up is a set of three Charlie pieces for ritaarabella, then onward we go along the queue!  I will be taking a moment off tomorrow for inboxing, though, if you'll all forgive. 
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Jun. 24th, 2009

coffee

KILT OPTIONAL

Now that I have your attention....

That's it.  We've hit true desperation.  I will draw anything (within my usual rules about pedo, etc) for free for whoever finds me a workable, willing Ernie Macmillan for the DAYD recording project.  In whatever media.  However many figures.  Even hardcore. 

I REALLY need an Ernie.

And, of course, there are still other roles I need to fill, but that's the only one that I'm this desperate on...so far.
 

ETA: Dyno, Rita, Emily, Daria, Autumn...this also applies to the art you already have in my queue becoming a freebie!

Jun. 23rd, 2009

coffee

Dramione for Dynonugget WIP


Originally, this was going to be H/D/Hr smut, but the client changed her mind, and it is now D/Hr romance, and oh, Than is SUCH a happier camper!  Anyway, here's what we have so far...and also before I go back to work tomorrow, there shall be inboxing, the remaining bits of Seamus recording for the daydverse project, and update on my grandfather and kittens.
Completely WS Art Under Cut )

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Jun. 20th, 2009

art

Shel Silverstein does Severus Snape

Unlike the previous and the next, this one is totally Work-Safe )
Commission for Pokey: Severus Snape in the style of Shel Silverstein.  Pen and ink.

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Jun. 19th, 2009

art

Finished Commission: Illustration for "Two Much"

Obviously so NWS, D/H/L )

Next in line is a quick ink sketch for pokey, because that's on a deadline, then a Harry/Hermione/Draco for Dynonugget, followed by three Charlie pieces for Rita Arabella, then Harry/Pansy for pokey, Snape/OC for rawa_akapana, Neville/Patil twins for Daria, Charlie/Neville for autumn_veela, and a Snape/Harry AU for Emily. And then, at long last, I can get back to my own art, and to AP!

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Jun. 13th, 2009

coffee

My eyes are crossing, but Hermione's got two tits now


Which means it's time for bed...I haven't been able to get going on these each night until after WoW time (around 2 or 3am) and with the lighting on this one and the very oil-painting feel I'm going for, it's the most complex thing I've ever done.  There are no less than 500 layers on this one so far.  Not joking.  Draco's hair has 28.  Learning as I go, and trying to recover the look of the layers I lost.  Anyway, enough of my bitching.  Hermione's done, Draco's underlayering for his face and hands are laid (just ignore how it looks unless you're an artist, in which case you'll see what I'm doing rather than how wierd it looks) and Lucius just needs the bust area, for which I need to ask [info]softobsidian74 if she actually has anyone in mind for him.

NWS art WIP under cut )
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Jun. 12th, 2009

art

Proof that Corel is indeed back!

NWS WIP under cut )


Resumed work on the H/D/L for softobsidian74 tonight...it may look a little strange with some areas so glaringly unfinished, but hopefully, you can see that it has started up again and should be finished tomorrow.  Sorry that this has delayed everyone's commissions!

 And now, CotW on daydverse and bed!
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Jun. 6th, 2009

naughty

Update on the L/H/D commission


I've cropped this because the top half is currently at a stage that just looks BIZARRE, but the bottom half is complete with the exception of Lucius' hand in the upper right corner.

NWS, click to enlarge and see detail )
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Jun. 5th, 2009

naughty

Art in progress, as requested

This is the Lucius/Hermione/Draco piece I'm working on for softobsidian74.  The first image is my raw sketch, the second is where I am so far, (all the color-blocking done, some of the detailing, but the figures still mostly just placed and the faces still completely raw) and I'll hopefully finish it tonight.

NWS art under cut, click to enlarge )
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Jun. 1st, 2009

seamus blarney

Checking in and bitching about art

So I hadn't taken jet lag into consideration.  Barely lasted an hour after getting home last night, just enough to barely start on the Seamus portrait and the inbox.  Tomorrow's a day off, so I'll be able to completely catch up on correspondance, as well as to call people, as I can get my phone switched back to its usual plan (that's why I haven't called anyone...it would still be on global rates).  I'll also be trying on Tuesday to finish the portrait series so that I can get started on my commissions for Rita, Softobsidian, and a handful of others. 

Speaking of...I should have known.  Seamus should be done by now.  I gave it an hour and fifteen minutes, same as the other portraits have taken me.  Of course, he can't be that easy.  Oh, no, we're looking at a good three hours for that fucker.  Most of that, fairly, is my own fault, as I'm not just doing them all circa DAYD in their Hogwarts uniforms, but rather whenever and however dressed is the most them.  Well, my them.  For Seamus, that's post-Sluagh, and I also chose to do him from the hips up, shirtless.  I thought that for someone so raw, so borderline feral, that suited him better than anything else, mirroring his emotional openness with a degree of physical nudity, but it doesn't exactly make it easy from an artistic POV. 

First, of course, there's the anatomy itself; someone who is in excellent shape but not bulky or particularly over-defined, because he doesn't work on his physique, he only cares about what his body can do.  Then there's the complexity of skin tone...Irish-fair but tanned and a little sunburned.  The freckles.  The literally thousands of freckles that have no shortcut and must follow contour and sun patterns and must each be drawn individually.  The scar across his chest.  Body hair on a blonde, which varies so wildly depending on where it is and how much sun exposure there is.  The tattoos.  The goddamned tattoos that I was fuckin idiot enough to make covering his entire torso and so fucking complex.  Oh yeah, and trying to get the contradictory personality in facial expression, eyes that are deep-set but need to still come off intensely, and the fact that he's one of my few visually 'set' characters who is based on an actor everyone is familiar with, which means it still has to look like Devon, even though the only good-quality studio shots we have of the lad are of a very fresh-faced sixteen year-old, and I'm drawing a hardened man some ten years older.

Why do I do this to myself?

Nevermind.  Like I said, I'll still have that done tonight, and then I'll finally get the Great Germany Writeup done.  I don't feel so bad about it seeing that [info]catsintheattic  doesn't have hers up yet.

May. 22nd, 2009

friends

Slan!


Okay, I leave in a few hours to go to DC to go to Germany to go to Frankfurt to see [info]catsintheattic to go to Berlin to see [info]nathaniel_hp.

Contacting me:

I may or may not have email at various times, depending on whether Pig will cooperate with German WiFi and whether, barring that, I can borrow internet from Cats. It's your best bet overall, and if you REALLY need to get in touch with me, my phone number will be the same. If you don't already have it, you can get it from...oh, heck, just post that you need it, and some thirty people will PM it to you. I'm not shy with it. HOWEVER, while I'm over there, it will cost an arm, a leg, and a testicle to send and receive calls or texts, so please, only call me if it's a proper emergency or if you have suddenly won the lottery and want to divert me to your house on the way back. If you are a German flister who has somehow missed that I'm coming and want to meet up, contact [info]catsintheatticby PM or email, and she'll know better than I if it's possible.

Postcards:

I will find a way to check this post at some point before I leave, and I'll be sending a pile of postcards to anyone who has asked for one in the comments and PMed me their address...even if you think I already have it.

Pictures:

Of course I'll take pictures. These will be posted when I get back.

Fic/Art updates:

There MIGHT be some, depending on what we wind up doing. I really have no idea. It's totally up to her...I belong to her for a week.

[info]daydverseand [info]thanart
[info]ceirdwenfcis officially hereby from this point until my return thusly dully and officially dubbed ModGoddess of both comms. Fear her, respect her, and don't give her a reason for more headaches, mmmkay? She's already got three kids, doesn't need more, even though I know you're a brilliantly well behaved bunch who haven't had so much as a whisper of wank yet.

And a huge, huge, huge thank-you in advance to [info]catsintheattic, [info]ceredwensiriusand [info]nathaniel_hpfor being so determined to meet my batshit self that you're flying me a few thousand miles to do it.

May. 20th, 2009

art

Just reminder/FYI because I've been getting asked a lot

The quickie version of my art rates:

$10 per figure for a black and white sketch.
$15 per figure for a color sketch or black and white detail work.
$20 per figure for color detail work

Those prices are for manual work in pencil, marker, pen and ink, watercolor, colored pencil, or crayon. Acrylic, chalk pastel, and digital are double. Backgrounds are priced as 0-3 figures depending on complexity. Reflections in mirrors, windows, lakes, etc. may be priced as one or two figures depending on how much we see. Art videos or trailers are priced per sketch, text is free, you provide the audio mp3, with a $15 surcharge for turning it into a video for you.

I also barter, quite eagerly, so if you think you've got something I'd want, whether it be object, skill, or service...don't hesitate to offer!

All details can be sorted out by sending your request to thanfiction@yahoo.com You get all rights to the image and a copy at 300dpi for manual, but if you want the original, you pay shipping. Digital is done at 150dpi, and if you want higher resolution, or an image larger than 1200x1800, price increases proportionately (+50% for 1800x2700, for example). Payment is due after the drawing is finished and approved, preferably by Paypal, and you will have a chance to approve the rough sketch before I really get going. There is no extra charge for multiple rough drafts within reason (less than 5, with more at $5 each) or for receiving WIP updates if you want them.

I will draw slash, het, femmeslash, crossgen, and kink, but I won't draw anyone under 16 having sexual relations of any kind and I won't draw anyone under 18 having sexual relations with anyone over 20. I will draw romance with younger (13 year-old Ginny kissing Neville at the Yule Ball, for example), but nothing that even implies romance between someone under 16 and over 20. I will also not draw beastiality, necro, or extreme kink (watersports, scat, extreme BDSM, etc.) I prefer erotica to outright porn, and reserve the riht to charge up to double for hardcore, as well as to turn down any piece that just squicks me beyond reason.

To see more of my art, go to [info]thanart or my Deviantart page.

Looking forward to working with you!

May. 6th, 2009

seamus blarney

Excuse me while I die laughing

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May. 2nd, 2009

Ravenclaw

Bella Horrida Bella

By request after having given Ernie's, I'll be posting the speeches given by the other two Lieutenants. Yes, Terry was blathering a bit, and no, he's not particularly upset. He's also higher than the proverbial kite.

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“We have a little time while the emperors decide to which precise lions we shall be fed, though I note it's one of the lions who seems to be helping set the menu, so we will see, won't we, whether that improves or worsens matters. So hard to tell in this entire endeavor, charmed or damned or both as it may be. But the best laid plans, yes, they do fall, don't they? This isn't how we'd thought it would go, but it's all the same in the end.

Bella horrida bella. Buying time isn't that vast a shift in tactics, but just because we're not making a suicide stand by intent this time doesn't mean that it won't turn out as such in practice, particularly if we let ourselves be thrown off our game. Mater memento mori! But for the love of Merlin, not too much, I would request.

Certainly, it will be a consuming matter to some degree, it can't fail to be what with persistence of being such a powerful drive in even the lowest of...nevermind. But as we've discussed before, though never with such immediate relevance, the most certain way to prolong your own survival is not to allow yourselves to be distracted for the desire of same. Hold to your spellwork, keep your minds on your wands, not your immortal souls, and you're likely to postpone the answers to those deeper philosophical questions for another day, or at least a few more hours.

We're bringing an extraordinary arsenal onto this field of combat, employing spells and spellcraft not seen in often hundreds, even thousands of years, and we are further girded with the element of surprise, as they will not be expecting the ferocity of scholars, nor the genius of youth, and the combination, yes, I think the combination may be, when meted by our fellows from other Houses, formidable enough to purchase the time that our esteemed Chosen One needs from us.

The only other thing I would request that you keep to heart on the field is that although the chain of command is indeed vital, you should not be too afraid to act on your own autonomy. I can't be everywhere at once, and if you note an opportunity, a tactical advantage, a weakness in their offense or our defense...well, I not only authorize, but encourage you to act.

Still not...no, he's still not done. Given that we've a few more minutes, I would encourage you to not only make any ultimate preparations physically, but mentally. Review your most personally proficient and keenest wandcraft, settle your minds - nothing to fear, really, of that undiscovered country, and most means of magical mortality are refreshingly quick-acting - and then, yes, well, I will be calling you back, and we'll be off from there. We'll be making history tonight, if nothing else. Si monumentum requiris circumspice.”

Transcribed by: [info]thanfiction
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Apr. 30th, 2009

ernie susan love loyalty

Hufflepuff and proud

Provided for one person in particular, but available to anyone who finds it relevant...the speech Ernie gave to the Hufflepuffs staying to fight while Neville was in the Great Hall arguing their case with the adults. Sorry that it's a bit halting, but Ernie isn't much of a public speaker.

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“I've never done this before, but tonight we're all going to do a lot of things that none of us have ever done before and I suppose as your Lieutenant it is my place to say something... We're all going to die tonight. You know that. I know that. It's why we're here. If you have second thoughts - if you're afraid - if you need to cry - if you don't want to be here - it's too late for that. You had months. You had your chance. We are in this, from this moment on, together. We are all each other has. We are going to show the world tonight that sometimes you must sacrifice for what is right. We're going to show the world that Cedric was not a fluke... that he was one of us. You know what they call us. You've all heard the names - puffs, duffers... that we're a leftover House. But you all know as well as I that that's not true. You know what we stand for, and tonight that is what we are going to do. We are going stand. Gryffindor will go charging to the front, and we will stand. You will see spells from Ravenclaw that will blow your minds, and we will stand. Voldemort is going to throw everything he has to offer at us, and we will stand. You will see hell tonight, and we will stand. We will stand to the last man, the last woman, the last child. We will stand to the last spell, the last drop of blood, the last breath. We will stand together and we will fall together; but we will not fall broken, and we will not fall in vain, because we will have stood for something, and when we fall we will still stand for that... for the yellow and black, and for every soul that we can protect and for every soul that we have failed to. For Cedric's memory and for those who have not yet been born, we will stand; and for all those who will not stand, we will fall, Hufflepuff and proud. I don't know how long I'll last out there... you all know that, well, we're used for what we are and I'm not likely to be put somewhere pretty, but if you look to me, no matter how long I'm there, you will see me stand for you - and after I fall, I expect that you will stand for me.”

Transcribed by: multiple users
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